Alpha Kenny Body

After a very trying day.... My mom just really made me laugh. I don't mean like a chuckle, like a full on laugh out loud, bust your gut laugh. She is very Filipino and after more than 30 years in the States, she still has an accent. After a friend of mine sent me something on Youtube, I thought that I would try it with my mom. So I showed her something to read and with her accent, this is what we got.... ALPHA KENNY BODY... This was so, so cruel, but absolutely HILARIOUS!!!!

30 Weeks Pregnant

I reached my 30 week goal today. I am very happy about this. BUT MAN.... I really thought that I was gonna be off bed rest and just go into labor whenever it happens. Call it being naive, of just wishful thinking. I KNOW the longer she is in inside of me the better, but I am so miserable. I was so proud that I hit this milestone. My doctor put it in my head that I would hit the 30 week mark and then *boom* she would come. Now he is saying that now we have a new goal week of 32.... 2 more weeks.... I am really barely hanging on. I am uncomfortable. I literally have dreams of hurting my husband or him getting hurt. I am irritated ALL the time. I cry over any and everything. I don't even know who I am. And who I am now.... I don't like her. I know Todd certainly doesn't like her. When will I be myself again? I know have the greatest husband in the world and I love him more than anything, but why am I so mean to him?Why do I feel like hurting him? I can't help it. He is at the point where he is starting to be mean to me back. Then I start to cry and it is just a vicious cycle. I HATE IT!!!! I look in the mirror and I am completely unrecognizable. I'm fat and swollen, and sore and just ugly. I have never really thought or felt ugly, but that is how I feel now and how I see myself. uuugggghhhhh!!!!!!! Ok... That is the end of my gripe session. I actually feel a bit better now.

Now I am completely focused on being on bed rest for the next 2 weeks and when I make that goal, I will be prepared for Dr. Hordynski to tell me to go another 2 weeks.

Baby shower!!!

I am VERY excited about my baby shower. It is going to be Saturday January 30, 2010.... I love the date. We originally were going to have it in March, but since this little girl seems to want to make an early appearance, we were forced to speed up the process. So that is how we came up with the January date. Plus as you will learn I am big on numbers and what they mean and so I thought what better date that the 30th... I will be 30 weeks. In my mind, this is a good sign.

Side note: My Birthday is December 10th and my Husband's birthday is June 20th.... so right smack in the middle of those dates is March 15th, our wedding day. Sooooo Our goal is 30 weeks and anytime after that is just a bonus, so being that I am super huge on numbers, I have decided I want Taelyn's birthday to be on February 10, 2010.... doesn't that just have a nice little ring to it? I think it would be perfect for her to be born on the the 10th since I was born on the 10th. Obviously I am a bit of a control freak, I want to decide what day my baby comes into the world. The way I see it, I pray everyday for her health and safety, doesn't hurt to throw in when I want her to come too, right? I think if you speak it into existence, God will make it all happen.

Back to the shower! So I am so anxious. I am a true entertainer and I love having people over, but this time and this party is going to be very different only because I am confined to my Island. This alone leaves me very ANXIOUS... I won't be able to greet people as they come in (and make sure they take their shoes off) I won't be able to serve people, if people want to talk to me, they have to come to me. PLUS it will be a lot of people in my house, more than the usual. They won't know where things are and some people won't know other people. I just want everyone to have a great time for a wonderful common cause. It has been a very long road for Todd and I and everyone is just as excited if not more excited about us having kids considering our previous loses. I trust that God will take care of all of my worries and anxiety, so I leave it to him and I hope all who are here enjoy themselves. Thanks.

Here are some pictures of the favors I made for the shower. The green Ribbon says TaelynMylanah and January 30, 2010. The bottle says T+T=Baby Taelyn

The DiMillo's

Hi everyone, I'm new to this blog thing, but I have been inspired by a few friends whose blogs I follow and thought I could do something like this.... So here I am.

Teresa DiMillo, 29 years old, a resident of Mentone Beach. Married to Todd DiMillo my complete opposite but we are very happy. We definitely compliment each other and between the two of us, we are a force! We are in the process of the greatest adventure in our lives.... parenthood. I am nearing my 30th week of pregnancy and I'm on bed rest, another reason to give the whole blog thing a chance. 30 weeks is out goal. We have had many many complications, bumps in the road one might say in our journey into parenthood. This is our 4th pregnancy! From the lack of children, you guessed it, we lost them all. I had uterine cancer and SURVIVED! Through the Lord and my faith in Him, we have been given another chance. Our baby girl Taelyn is due in April, but she seems to want to make an early impression on the world. I am currently residing on my "Island" also known as our living room couch until she is good and ready to come.

I have lots and lots to talk about, but this seems to be good for now. I will continue to post blogs as things come up.